i bid adieu

this will be my last post in this blog.

i need a fresh start.

do you want the truth?

unfortunately, i don't have that either. what i have running around my head right now are a million thoughts. they are unmistakeably related. and its point of origin? my modified version of a prisoner's dilemma. this is an economics concept, a strategy game wherein two players have the option to either cooperate or betray the other player. the objective: maximize your own payoffs at the expense of the other player/prisoner.

i believe it's time to see the payoff matrix. i have never betrayed you. i betrayed myself.

but we both end up free.

i am strength

You are Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

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i have figured something out. and i'm smiling this smile that says, "i know something you don't."